The Keng of Cheese
Hey all. Just felt like taking a break tonight, and to blog. Yeah, getting the blogging itch. Mainly to push down the emo-nemo Chinese post that is largely irrelevant now.
Yes, as the title suggests...this is gonna be a long cheesy post. Mainly dedicated to three other people. But then again, mainly just to one. Three people who really by all regards have no business hanging out with each other, but yet still do. Three people whom at this time last year, I never would have dreamed of forging such close bonds with.
At the back of my mind, I always had the realisation and the knowledge that the bonds were special, were not of the ordinary. I guess it never really dawned upon me how really unique our friendships really are, until the activity we had to do for CT. The task was simple - list the most memorable thing in NYJC to you.
I started out my response from the heart, and I ended up writing close to a page worth. The line that stood out the most was close to the end. "We have everything to gain and everything to lose...and if I succeed in conquering As, they will have had a huge part to play in it.". Simple words...but I meant every word of it. The four of us, we're a tight unit, each with our flaws and stupidity, but hey, the sum of the parts will never be greater than the whole.
The following is for a stupid dawg whom I've come to integrate as a large part of my life. Like the two of us have recounted many a time, we were strangers when we met for a fleeting moment two years ago, when yes, I absolutely pwned and won a stupid Oratorical competition. She re-entered my life in March this year, and as the saying goes, the rest is history.
I've come to appreciate the finer things in life, and as much as I hate to admit it, I figure I've learnt as much from her as she says she has from me. It's a mutual admiration society, as I'd like to call it. I don't think I ever said this before, but I seriously doubt that anyone has been able to trust me that much that fast. Hell, sometimes I think I don't trust myself that much as compared to her.
She said that if one day I were to go to her and ask that she trust me with her life, she would. I'm a dude that values trust highly, and to receive a pledge of that much trust, means alot. It really does. I don't think I could ever say the same thing to her, (stupidity not factored in). But by all regards, I don't intend to ever cash in and request that from her. Cos of my main guiding principle..."ask from others only what you can give to them in return.".
But hey kid. I guess you should know by now...that I'm not the kinda guy to say what I really feel all the time. Consider yourself honoured to be the first female specimen that's extracting the cheese-mode almost everyday. Do me a favour though, don't ever consider yourself a nuisance or a distraction..cos if need be, I'll make time for you. Always.
The truth of the matter is that you called our relationship weird. I think it's just miraculous. And I wanna see where life and God takes us next. Whatever it is, I don't really care, not now. All I'm bothered with is that we will have each other as pillars of strength (damn I've gotten myself a superbly short pillar). And we will walk down the road ahead hand in hand. Together.
Saranghae. Je'taime. Aishiteru. Ich liebe Dich. Ti amo. Eu te amo. Ik hou van jou. So many languages, one universal meaning. I love you.
And this part here is for another special person. You know who you are. As always, if you're questioning if this is meant for you, it probably isn't. Thank you, northern star. You've done your duty awesomely. Moving on was a long time ago decision. I just wish that really really, one day we can talk about what has transpired like the rational people we really are. I don't know how you feel, but hey, I'm always a message away. Always have been, always will be.
I shall end with a poem. Self constructed, a la BKC. This is dedicated to my lil dawg.
Love is a funny thing
It bends
It mends
It rends
Dare to love and dare to lose
Dare to dream and dare to believe
Dare to see the unseen
And hear the unheard
Thoughts unspoken
Words unsaid
I always thought I lost the will to love
Till I met you
Through the years
Many a love song's been written
None says it simply as this
"I'm shining like a candle in the dark
when you tell me that you love me"
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me
-shudders- CHEESE!
Ah love.
Sigh.
This is Daniel signing off, vowing not to entertain any nosey idiots.
"Love will keep us safe in catastrophic times"
