I've found a friend who died for me

woohoo!!!SOW was a blast..it was so gd...reali enjoyed myself..mum asked me if i was nervous.HELL YEA..i was damn freaked..it was a totally different situation as compared to da rehearsals..

summary of events
1.30-Reach church for rehearsal..in short jeans n shirt..realise to my horror dat i will hv to go home to take my clothes..bt acted cool n said no prob..
2.05-Rehearsal starts sooo late..start to freak out.. thanks to nigel da rehearsal ended at 3.15..at this point we r 45mins behind time..once rehearsal ends i run out of church..looking 4 a cab...n couldn't find one so RAN all da way to da nel station..found a cab there...
3.25-Reach home. I breathe a sigh of relief..n realise dat da cab ride took onli 5mins..n when i enter da hse my father pops out.he says he will take me back to church.i realise dat its almost impossible to b late..
3.45-Reach church. Joel asks me how come i m back so quickly.i dun sae anitng...juz smile..
4.15-Da thing gets under way.
looking back...doin this was fun..n i neve regretted doing dis...n i couldnt wish 4 a betta experience..

xams r over!!!woot...lalalala lalalala elmo's world..haha..was tinking back to wat i said dat day bout being close to frkin out..it's truly horrible feeling to feel so desperate 4 help...n not noeing where to seek help..its like..on da brink of losing all hope..onli waiting 4 someone to throw u a lifeline..my maths paper 1 didnt go too well..was veri discouraged..n i went home n smth told me to search da Bible...so i did n found a psalm on combating fear...it goes like this:When I am afraid, I will trust in YOU. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust;I WILL NOT BE AFRAID. What can mortal men do to me?(Ps 56:4)..Indeed...there is dis song: "If my God is for me then who can be against me??"which reali strikes close to my heart rite now..i rmb saeing a prayer da nite b4 paper 2...in it i requested God to giv me da ability to do well n da guidance so that i could rmb all da formulas and to calm my heart..for it is said "Ask, and you will get"...n it reali worked..da nxt day i found my paper relatively easy n had onli 2 doubts..todae ish da last day of xams..n i finished dnt wif around 5 mins to go..so i juz bowed down n prayed a prayer of thanksgiving n all my results i laid unto Him. NO WORRIES NOW..

guyz..hv a bad feeling..dunno y..cant concentrate on nth at da moment..sheeeeeeeeet..tink im gonna flunk badly in mid year..worried..exasperated..in nid of divine intervention..stuck in a rut..shucks..tink im gonna hv da shock of my life in maths..if past results r a measure im dead for sure. i mean,hu da hell gets single digit results..even upon 25..dats sucky..to da core..omg..not juz maths..geog too..im gonna get hysterical sooon...hu can help me???