Six burning questions, six answers needed, but only one answerer need apply.
I once said before, when I didn't care anymore, it's the time to worry.
I once said before, not caring would take a lot to me, cos it means I'm tired and I can't go on.
For in every man, there is a limit. And pardon the ego, but I think most who know me realise that my limit is higher than average.
I've reached the limit now. And in reaching that limit, I've reached the end of the road with you.
What I have now, are some burning questions which I always thought I knew the answer, but I realise that I don't anymore. And not knowing the answers which I thought I did, scares me. Alot.
Don't expect me to reply you, unless you can provide me with the answers to the questions once again.
Was our friendship as strong as we thought it was?
Was the promise we made to maintain our friendship as best we could, an empty one?
Why am I seemingly expected to drop everything when you need me?
How come the reverse is not true for you?
Why do we pretend all is right and okay with us when we know it damned well isn't?
Is our friendship unable to withstand that trial?
You wanna grow up...here's a chance given to you on a silver platter. Think about all that, and not just from your point of view. Here's a novel idea...think of what it's like to be ME. And maybe you actually will grow up.
BTW, if you think I'm referring to you, I probably am. Apart from LWY, who will anyhow jump to conclusions.
The countdown starts to the 9th of Feb. I know what I want the most for my birthday, and it's not material.
"one day you'll need me no more"
Whether you know it or not, to me, that one day has already come and gone.
I'm tired and I don't care.
And I make a plea for those uninvolved to please, please, leave your nose outta it.
Daniel.
