some pretty random stuff
I'm finally back to blogging again!My blog's seriously gonna rot soon so I'm just here to blog about some pretty random stuff and get a few things off my chest.
1)Channel 5 seriously sucks.No survivor shown cos it's too controversial?That's the biggest piece of garbage ever.Yeah to split tribes according to race probably is not a very good idea but it interests people to watch it.Heck it could be a better way to educate teens about racial tolerance.And even Amazing Race isn't shown.So what if there are Muslim teams involved?Big deal.Luckily it's still being shown on AXN.And "still interlocked in negotiations with CBS" is not a very good excuse and just translates to "we're just stalling until CBS execs get pissed".Thanks so much.
2)Now,talking about reality shows,I've been watchin MTV and AXN lately and I realise there are many reality shows that are so nice.Such as Real World,Road Rules,The Gauntlet,The Contender.I know why these arent shown on free to air channels but still they rock.Steve "2-pound" Forbes to beat K-9 Bundrage and Grady "Bad Boy" Brewer to trump Norberto "El Gallito" Bravo.
3)This has been a pretty stressful past week.Had NP on Mon,Tues,Wed and Fri.Yeah.And 3 outta those 4 dates I had to appear in Full U.Darn it.Well,to be honestly speaking,I don't think I'm being really considered for BCI.Gotta stop lying to myself.I know my performance ain't that great.Oh well.Until the official announcement comes,I won't think about it.Did politics play a part?That's a question I've been asking myself.And for a while,I really gave it a thought.My conclusion?It doesnt matter.Favouritism or not,as long as the best people are chosen to be BCI,I am totally fine with it.Besides,I don't really think my beloved squad 3 squadmates would intentionally suck up for personal gain.So let the CIs make their decision on their own conscience and let them eliminate the bulk of IPC people in their own way.So long as it's right,I wouldn't mind.The Beatles sang this song "Let it be,let it be".So yeah.I'm not gonna fight my squadmates for those two miserly positions.I wanna achieve it by merit,not by backstabbing and internal strife.
4)Exams are in two weeks!I seriously am starting to feel the EP again.Haven't been doing much mugging lately.Need to pass at least one humans sub.Hoping that my average History score will pull me up.Wanna maintain my As in Chem,E Maths and Eng.Those 3 subs I can not worry that much.My A Maths.I so desperately want to continue passing man.And my Phys.If I'm honest with myself then I know the A in the last term for Phys was purely a fluke.I'm not feeling confident at all which really sucks.Having no confidence in something has been a non issue for the bulk of the last 3 years for me and I don't wanna go back to my glory days of Pri 6 when I panicked about largely everything.And by God's grace I think I'll do just fine.:).Oh and my Chi.I'm seriously freaking out soon man.My Chi grades have never been suckier.Everytime someone thinks I'm that damn good to be doing HCL,I'm just thinking about how untrue that is.And everytime someone's amazed that I can do HCL,I'm giving the same fake smile.A smile that hides the fast-rising irony inside me.
5)I don't appreciate people who keep harping on the same subject.What kind of person are you?Why must you always use the same old rumour to piss me off?It just shows how immature you are.I've been tolerating your crap for far too long.Don't be mistaken that you can continue to harp on the same old shit just cos I'm keeping quiet.Who do you think you are?Grow up man.Everyone has their own limit.I think my tolerance level is considered high.Don't awaken the sleeping volcano.This goes out to all concerned.Yeah playing's fine and suaning's fine with me but don't always use that to get your way.I'm fine with rumours flying around.Yeah,let's all have a laugh together but seriously,rumours that aren't true should be kept to a minimum.It doesnt just piss me off,it hurts the other party involved as well.See my base line stops at suaning of rumours and untrue stuff.Unfortunately some don't have the same attitude.And to you,I just can't be bothered about you anymore.Yeah I'm telling people that all's well and I forgive and forget blablabla.For now that's true.Don't overdo it.It's a warning to all.The volcano has stayed dormant for far too long.I can't control the lava flow.Don't make the volcano erupt.
6)This goes out to my parents even though they aren't probably gonna see this.I want my privacy back.Yes I'm a teen.Yes I've exploded my phone bill many a time.Yes I've had my fair share of bad moments.But that does not give you a right to look at my smses and delete the smses that I keep.As it is I don't keep many messages in my inbox.I tend to keep the smses with nice meanings to it.To look at them without my consent already is sickening and irritating enough but to delete them?That's just low.Everyone's entitled to their own privacy.Do I look at your bank books and look at your personal stuff?No!In the same way why is it so hard for you to understand that I just want a tiny bit of privacy?How would you feel if I deleted your stuff?Stuff you kept for ages?The way a relationship is run,everyone in it still maintains some privacy.I'm just asking for my fair share.
That's all I've gotta say for now.Really glad I took this time to get some burning issues off my chest.Peace out.
Signing off
Dan K.
