Praise God..
I am so happy.Right now I feel more in line with God's marvellousness than I have ever before.This week has been a whirl of emotions for me, with a mix of happiness,disappointment,frustration and excited anticipation. It started off fine on Tues, which was the first day of school. I really didnt expect my class to hit it off from the start but over the course of this week, I feel that 3f might not gel.
But the real story begins on Thurs night,when I was talking to my meix.I finally came clean and asked her why she didnt want to accept my countless invitations to church.(I have to admit,at first i was jus trying to psycho her).When she came back to me, her reply was very hurting and it prompted me to make a silly promise: I would not ask her to go to church again. Till now, I'm still mystified at my ultimate stupidity. I was hurt,angry (at myself),disappointed and frustrated to the point that I stopped just short of crying to sleep (so drama sia!haha). I feel that the previous post really just struck the surface of how rotten I felt that night.
That night, I prayed for her. I really did. And somehow I forgot that just earlier in the day, I offered another friend (no names on my blog.. :p) to bring her to PLMC. So on friday night, just cos I had nothing much to do,I asked her again. Her reply was super-positive and I was super happy! (Okay,she's a backslided Christian,but don't they all count?) Then I found out that her main "motive" was to get her bf to go to church as well and she was thinking of killing two birds with one stone. Being the natural opportunist that I am,I immediately siad that they could both come.Haha..her reply was super-great as she told me she'd ask and there shouldnt be any problems. Also, she said she could be coming next week!
Wow.I was completely blown away lor..its like,a change from being so down to so happy and joyful in less than 24hours.And I know that this is by the Grace of God. Its like,two for the price of one lor..and I'm super glad to be part of God's wonderful plan. Yeah,I know tons of sh*t can happen in the next week but I'll take each day as it comes..God is great!
