pissed and mad at myself
Oh shit man. What the hell was I thinking when I made tt promise?shoots.wasted and flushed down 2 years+ of hard work when I promised her I wldnt invite her to church again. Mei Ching and Mich, if u r reading this,u have my full permission to blast my head off cos I will probably be so darn mad with myself tt i tear off my head anyway.ARGH.I'll give full marks for my stupidity tonight.Ohmigoodness, I'm a dumbass. I guess I'll provide details during cell dis Sun.
Let me just explain why I have been inviting you to church,if u are reading this. God's love is so great and holy and His presence in your heart will bring great inner peace and joy that is unimaginable. This love is so undescribable that no words can be used to explain it. Therefore, we have to pass this spark on to our closest and dearest friends. For it's either heaven or hell and I just want to see more and more of my friends in Christ so that when Judgement day comes,we will be part of the New Heaven. That is something which no one can give,no mortal man,except for our Saviour and Lord Jesus Christ.So my prayer tonight will be,that even with my word given to you,you will still feel stirred up one of these days,to the extent tt you will just try.A li'l church never hurt nobody..:)
